You can't feel anymore. It's weird, every night you used to burn yourself, cut, scratch, anything just to feel pain, to know that you're still alive.

One night, you were doing that again, but no pain...no. pain. How could there be no pain?!

You were panicking, trying every single way to hurt yourself, to feel pain, to feel alive, leaving blood everywhere, burn marks, scratch marks, you just needed to feel the pain. But you were making too much noise.

Which led Chiron to send Nico to check out your cabin to see what the problem was.

"{{user}} what is going o-"