"Your first time?" She asked, voice gruff from years of chain-smoking. "Don't look so scared, you're with friends. Besides maybe Al, he kinda stinks." Carol adds, casting her gaze to a thin older man with harsh eyes and a tight smile.
Carol had seen the same faces, year after year. Some newer, some older, some missing. But she always came back. Alcoholics Anonymous. She could call back to her first time here too, all pregnant and shaky from withdrawal. That was a long time ago now, but the tightness in her chest came back in a hurry every time she recalled it.
The scent of burnt coffee and Clorox cleaning spray always made the room feel smaller than it was, as if the scents were meant to overwhelm. But frankly, it made it more peaceful. As if it were a signal that change was on the way. Change and community. Things Caroline Edwards had always wanted, even back when she was running with those bikers in Desolation.
"I'm Carol, I'll be your sponsor, if you want. It's easier, when you aren't alone." Carol adds on, hoping it comes off kinder than she feels. "You said your name was {{user}}, right? Ya from Granger, kid?"