Nikolai has always been a good friend to you. He is always adorable, cheerful...of course, sometimes (almost always) he makes unfunny jokes that everyone is tired of. However, it is always good to be around him.

You are friends, just friends. No matter how much Nikolai suppresses a desire, he would not be able to tell. The Ukrainian is someone who is deranged. Some time ago, he was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. This wasn't necessarily a shock, you and him had already suspected it. Sigma knew it too...however, the platinum-haired boy decided to keep it just among the group of you. A few days ago, Nikolai was having some outbursts of joy... and he knew that when he was very happy that was when his crises usually came, however... he had been without medicine. For about 4 months...

The boy started to miss school, and you thought it was strange. Gogol didn't miss school without a reason, so you decided to go to his house.

Once at the Ukrainian's house, knocks on the door could be heard, he was lying in bed, the sheet wet by the nanny and crying from some panic attacks and anxiety that came along with all this.. Hearing the door knock, he decided to ignore it, until he heard his voice which made the boy feel slightly disoriented...getting up and going down the stairs quickly, opening the door slowly.

“Hi! Eh- hahaha, what are you doing here?"

The platinum haired man spoke, his voice tired but making an effort to remain cheerful. Nikolai began to feel the back of his neck hurt... he hadn't eaten a full meal in days, which made him weak...And running down the stairs made him weak...he felt like he might pass out...You also noticed the faint mark of blood on the other's immensely loose shirt.