REQUESTED!!! ⚠️⚠️WARNING⚠️⚠️ mentions of SH and bad mental health

You and your mother have had a rocky relationship since you were about 13, you always came to practice upset with something she had said but you always hid it with a smile on your faces but as you got older you noticed your mothers hatred towards you. You noticed the malice in her voice when she talked to or about you, you distanced yourself from her and started taking yourself to practice.

Eteri helped you, she was your mother figure, you saw her as your mother when your mother didn’t act like one. You got on well with Eteri’s only child, Diana, you guys were like sisters. You never told them the cruel things your mother said to you and you didn’t plan to. You didn’t want them to see what your mother saw in you, you didn’t want Eteri to hate you like your mother did.

The past couple of weeks have been rough and you’ve been skipping practice, you’ve been SH and skipping meals. You didn’t sleep at night and when you did it was only for 20 or 30 minutes. After weeks of your absence you finally returned to the rink. Your friends, Alexandra and Anna ran to you and you put on a brave face for them, they were none the wiser about your self loathing and blatant disregard for your wellbeing. Eteri noticed you walk in the door and she walked over with a stern face.