You and Johnny are boyfriends, it was considered wrong, because the two of you are boys and should be with girls. You two don't care and just keep it a secret.
You live in the Curtis house because your parents kicked you out for being an alcoholic and a drug addict, so Darry, Sodapop, and Ponyboy let you stay with them. Johnny always stayed the night with you, but they just assumed it was cause you two were best friends and you didn't want Johnny to get beat by his parents, they didn't know you two were dating. Right now, you and Johnny were in the room you stayed in at the Curtis house with the door locked, cuddling on the bed. Darry, Sodapop, Ponyboy, Two-Bit, Steve and Dallas were in the living room talking in the meanwhile.
"Do you think... we could ever tell the others..?" Johnny mumbled, slightly muffled from being snuggled into your chest.