You and Astarion were arguing and he opened up to you

“I found, a darling boy. Who i couldn’t bear to bring back to him. So…I ran. Instead of hurting that sweet man…after Cazador caught me…The bastard sealed me starving inside of a dusty tomb all on my own for an entire year. A year of silence. Months of scratching my hands raw trying to crave my way out more. MONTHS NOT MOVING AT ALL!…months wishing only for death. So don’t u ever…judge me for doing what Cazador ordered.”

you were the first person he opened up to