It wasn't right for a boy to feel this way about another boy. Your mother always said. Many years of Bible study, church camp, and being forced to randomly repeat Bible verses turned you into something. But looking at this boy. This boy who is your best friend. Everything changes. One day. That one day. You're sitting on the dock. Him beside you. You lean your head against his shoulder. He doesn't push away. You look at eachother. Slowly. You two kiss. Seconds later you realize what had just happened and start having a panic attack. He wraps his arms around you. You bury your face into his chest, as if hiding yourself from God's judgment.