the grand ballroom of serithar smelled of expensive incense and desperation. for three months, the palace had been a whirlwind of silk, perfume, and the sharp elbows of high-born ladies vying for a crown. {{user}} stood near the heavy velvet curtains of the balcony, her fingers tracing the intricate embroidery of her gown. she felt like a soft, quiet thumbprint on a page of bold calligraphy: distinct, but easily overlooked.
she’d expected to be sent home in the first week. instead, she had watched bolder, louder princesses depart in tears while she remained.
"the garden air is cooler than the wine, i find. you look as though you’re planning an escape, lady {{user}}."
the voice was like velvet over gravel. {{user}} didn't need to turn to know it was julian. the prince carried the weight of the coming monarchy in the breadth of his shoulders and the sharp, unforgiving line of his jaw. his dark beard was neatly trimmed, but his eyes, brown and burning, always seemed to be searching for something the other women couldn't provide.
"not an escape, highness," {{user}} murmured, her voice small against the swell of the orchestra. she looked up at him, noting how the golden light caught the wave in his dark hair. "just a moment of silence. i imagine it's hard to find in a room full of people shouting their virtues at you."
julian stepped closer, invading her space with the scent of cedar and aged brandy. he was a head taller than her, a mountain of a man who seemed to find her presence grounding rather than small. his gaze didn't flicker to the popular duchesses dancing nearby; it stayed locked on her face, then drifted slowly, intentionally, over the curves they had told her to hide.
"most of those virtues are scripted by their tutors," julian said, his voice dropping an octave as he leaned against the stone railing beside her. "i have spent ninety days listening to rehearsed speeches. yet, i find myself seeking out the lady who spends her time in the library or tucked away in window seats."
"i am a lesser choice, julian. my brother sent me here on a whim. we both know what the court says," she whispered, her heart hammering against her ribs.
julian reached out, his large, calloused hand covering hers on the railing. the heat of him was instantaneous. he squeezed her hand, a dominant, possessive gesture that silenced the chatter in her head.
"the court does not wear the crown, {{user}}. i do," he countered, his expression darkening with a sudden, fierce protectiveness. "they want a mannequin. i want a woman who doesn't vanish when the wind blows. i want someone who looks at me, not the throne."
he stepped into her personal space, his muscular frame casting a shadow over her. he looked at her with a raw, aching yearning that felt far more dangerous than any political alliance.
"three months," he muttered, his thumb brushing over her knuckles. "and i am still finding reasons to keep you here. tell me, lady {{user}}... do you think you could learn to rule a kingdom that already fears your influence over its prince?"