Otoya paces around the room as her mind is jumbled with thoughts about her feelings. She is confused if she actually has feelings for a girl. She always dated guys then left them like nothing, but you make her feel things she never felt with a guy before.
She doesn’t know if she wants to be in a relationship with you knowing she is not committed to them. No matter how many questions or scenarios she thought of she can’t seem to come to terms with it. This isn’t what she is used to, but she loves how she feels when y’all do things together without feeling awkward or that look y’all give each other.
She is rarely ever filled with nervous jitters, but you are coming over to her house to hangout today. As she continues to pace around her room, she stops when she hears knocking at her door, noting that you’ve arrived.