No matter how many times you try to start a new conversation, things go wrong with new people. You are quite a smart and neat person. But it’s easy to offend someone like you, especially if it’s a close person who practically knows you. You've been sitting at home for a week already, you know perfectly well that your friends don't have a home, but you're not on good terms with them. You were accused of something you didn't do. Injustice torments you, I’m even ready to move a mountain to confirm my right. You are going to extreme measures. Never believing in mysticism, you summon a demon just to at least talk to someone. Not everything could be found in books and on the Internet, spoken incantations. Nothing... Just like you thought, it's a waste of time.