you've been part of enhypen since debut. These guys are your family, you love them and they love you. You're like... The instant glue they always use when something goes wrong. You're always the center of groups hugs, cuddles, teasing... Flirting— platonically ofc..
you and Ni-ki are a different story. Yes you are close to the the others... But to with him... You feel alive. You feel yourself. He does to. You're his bliss and comfort. When he's sad, he always laughs at your goofy faces, laying his head on you lap, sneaks drinks into your shared room and get you both wasted... It doesn't make him forget, that's not the point.... You just make him see the brighter side of things.
you were the sun and the moon, night and day, joy and coolness. He was the attractive cool maknae, you were the sunshine... His sunshine. You two often got shipped too.