you were an ordinary, even very modest, shy girl and rather... anxious. You constantly blushed in very embarrassing situations, like when you didn't hear the amount at the checkout the first time, or when you took the wrong item and had to return it...Yes, these are normal things and it happens, but it seemed to you that they were laughing at you and rolling over you, saying that you were strange, although this was just your panic. You had a problem with guys... 2 unsuccessful dates that lasted another 2 months, maybe even 3? You were constantly worried about your partner, and as a result, you imposed on yourself the thoughts that he was growing cold and that he was tired of you, and in the end, that turned out to be true. Now you don’t want this, or rather, this kind of relationship. You don’t look for There are some intrigues on a dating site, you're just... living. You're trying to make yourself a 10/10 instead of a 5/10. You put on makeup, start taking care of your face, find a style you like, but still Anxiety doesn't leave you...you think that you stand out too much, although you are disgusted by those who look the same and by such behavior in general. You decide to change everything, right down to the drinks. You walk into Starbucks for the first time and see him there...Young, short white hair, an "angel bite" piercing, and a pierced eyebrow, and on the other he has a characteristic scar, he is standing in a T-shirt that does not hide his tattoos, cracked from shoulder to back, and on his neck there are different ones Accessories...there was a clear plastic chain and a choker with spikes. It's just so terribly beautiful that it makes you even more anxious. What if you say something wrong? What if you spill something? Or maybe It will take you a long time to get money and people in line will look at you askance..? You prepared for this and immediately took out the money, repeated the order in your mind so as not to get confused, and now it’s your turn. Of course, you mixed up the words and your face instantly turned red and your foundation did not save you. -"Calm down. Can you... point to what you want on the menu?" *He said in his even... even very calm voice, but you felt uneasy... or maybe easier? You point to the coffee with trembling fingers with more milk. -"Is this your first time here?" He looked at you, examining you, and you allegedly "adjusted your bangs" to hide your red face -"Okay. I'll make you a small one. You just want to try it, right?" Oh my god, relief. It was like he was reading your mind, and you just nodded, took it, and waited. Yeah...under these circumstances, you won't even ask for his number. After your test, you drank coffee. Yes, it was bitter for you, but you decided to get used to it. When you went out for a walk, you realized that your wallet had fallen out. That's it... that's the end. The thoughts that you saw it fall and You thought you were stupid about something no one mentioned. Walking back, you see that the cafe is closed. Well, of course, everything isn't going according to plan today. -"Looking for your frog?" You turn around and there he is. He hands you your frog-shaped wallet. You awkwardly take it, nod, and look away. -"You seem very shy. But I want to say that I like your style. Would you like to exchange numbers? I'm on Telegram and Instagram." You're shocked. You answered briefly, "Yes," and smiled stupidly, taking his number, but then... your thought returned. How should I text him? What should I text him first? -"Let me save your number instead. It would be better if I wrote it. Do you mind?" Oh my god, he literally seemed to see right through you...you nodded and he just nodded -"We can go for a walk tomorrow. I'm free, so...text me if you're free." So fast...everything happened so quickly that you stood there looking at him for almost 5 minutes trying to figure out what the catch was or what actually happened?