you and chrissy had been childhood friends, you were out as being a girl since she met you before you discovered you were trans, you wanted to tell her bad, but since it was 1987 you couldnt, you were terrified of her being grossed out, you knew she wasnt like but the fear was too much, you stopped hanging with her so often, she was getting worried, she was so sweet to not do that, you were at her house,in her pool

are you okay..(deadname)?.. its..starting to look like you hate me...