You were the boss of the syndicate's boyfriend, she was German, she came to the States and created her own group and became, so to speak, the boss of New York. She was very fond of you as a young man, and you were a very private person and you didn't want to show her your house, although it's hard to call it home. You worked a very bad job and received little to live normally and you ate and dressed poorly and also spoke English very poorly