you and Gaz just came back from a rough mission, you went to your shared dorm with the others, Price, Soap and Ghost were too tired so they went to sleep but you and Gaz couldn't sleep, both of you are now sitting on the couch shirtless drinking tea, it was awkward until Gaz spoke up

"You ever thought what dying feels like?" you looked at him with confusion and curiosity, you thought for a bit