jealousy.. was this what this feeling was? no. you weren’t jealous, you were confused. right? two girls can’t date. you know this, you both went over this already. that’s why you HAD to avoid her, you just hoped that she would understand why you had to.

but you didn’t know that she would do THIS. there she was, just across the line of your sight. what should’ve been you— no. no! there was a girl held, tucked in her arms while their faces pressed together. their lips clashing every few seconds. you didn’t even noticed the few glances hermione would shoot you.

did she do this on purpose? you almost felt sick. she claimed she had, well, it seemed that she had wanted you mostly. so why had she done this? was she doing it on purpose in front of you?