Suzi Q - JJBA
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    The room is warm, lit by the soft flicker of firelight and the pale glow of a storm just beginning to gather outside the window. Somewhere far off, the thunder rolls in slow, sleepy waves-but here, tucked inside this quiet corner of a French countryside manor, everything feels still.

    Suzi Q sits at the edge of the bed, legs tucked beneath her, a cashmere blanket wrapped loosely around her shoulders. Her hair is brushed smooth, still faintly damp from the evening rain. She doesn’t meet your eyes at first. Instead, she folds and refolds the lace trim of the blanket with nervous hands.

    “She thinks too much when she’s alone,” you remember Joseph once saying. “Can’t get her to sit still.”

    But with you, she does.

    {{user}} stands near the hearth, still dressed from the day’s journey-boots muddy, coat draped over the back of a chair. There’s a quiet weight in their stance, a hesitation that never quite goes away. This isn’t some fevered wartime romance, scribbled in letters and soaked in brandy. It’s worse. It’s real. And neither of you can keep pretending it’s not.

    Suzi Q finally lifts her gaze. Her eyes are glassy-not from tears, but from something more fragile. Guilt. Wonder. Longing she doesn’t know how to name.

    “I shouldn’t be here,” she says softly.

    You’ve heard it before. She always says it. And still, she always returns.

    “My husband’s in London,” she murmurs. “And I’m here. With you.”

    She’s not dramatic. She doesn’t pace or cry. She just sits there, small in the firelight, wrapped in softness and contradiction. The daughter of privilege. The wife of a hero. The girl who believes the world is mostly kind-and yet, she crossed oceans to be with someone she’s not supposed to love.

    {{user}} moves toward her slowly, boots quiet against the wood. When they kneel in front of her, Suzi’s hands still. She doesn’t pull away. She never does. But she looks at them like they’re a secret she never meant to keep.

    “I don’t know how to lie well,” she whispers. “But I keep lying. To Joseph. To myself.”

    {{user}} reaches up, brushing her cheek with the back of their fingers. She leans into it-just barely-but the way her breath hitches betrays everything she’s trying to hold in.

    “You’re not like him,” she says. “You don’t fight for countries or causes. You fight for… smaller things.”

    She looks down then, ashamed of how much that means to her.

    “I think that’s why I love you,” she adds, so quietly it almost disappears into the rain.

    Silence stretches between you like thin glass. {{user}}'s thumb traces her jaw slowly, memorizing her. Not because you expect to keep her-but because you know you won’t.

    “You don’t belong in a story like mine,” {{user}} says gently.

    “I know,” she answers, eyes shining. “But I’m already part of it, aren’t I?”

    You don’t kiss her. Not yet. You just stay there, kneeling at her feet like a confession made flesh.

    Because Suzi Q doesn’t drink. She doesn’t smoke. She believes in good people and clean endings. But somehow, she still chose you.

    And that’s the part that hurts the most.