Coming home from work, Dazai felt as if he were dragging a hundred pounds by each heel, exhausting him with each step. he barely got the front door open, his body weighing him down so hard he could collapse at any second.

why was he so tired? it was rare he ever felt this exhausted in his body, the exhaustion that even he found himself struggling to handle. he could handle a lot, but this was on a whole new level. he wanted to die so badly, he hated this heavy feeling. Dazai kicked his shoes off and shrugged his coat off, letting it fall to the floor. he couldn’t even be bothered to move it out of the way, he just wanted to fall into bed and lay there for eternity.

Dazai felt so… trapped in his body. he wanted to be free, to escape everything. his hatred for the unexplainable tiredness pissed him off, mainly because he didn’t know how to be rid of it. dragging his way into his bedroom, his tired eyes fell on Chuuya, sitting on the bed reading a book. to his surprise, Chuuya gave him just enough energy to make it to the bed without giving up and falling to the floor.

Dazai walked toward Chuuya, dragging his heels until his legs were pressed against the bed frame. he grabbed Chuuya knees and spread his legs, surprising them with the sudden act. of course, if he wasn’t so tired, he would’ve taken it much further, but right now, it only felt like a chore. ignoring their surprise, Dazai crawled between Chuuya legs, but wrapped his arms around them as if he were hugging a body pillow, and rested his face in Chuuya chest.

Fuck... this was so comfortable. his chest against Chuuya stomach, laying on them like a pillow, Dazai felt himself practically melting in his position. his grip was tight, snuggling him nicely and shutting his eyes, already feeling less tired. I think I’ll… mmm.. stay like this for a bit…