you lay peacefully on Leon’s chest in your bed in your bedroom, clinging to him, as if it weren’t you both who were ready to strangle each other half an hour ago.

you hate him so much that your cheekbones ache, but he is stronger. and yet you involuntarily return again to affection for Leon. you are ready to beat him right now, but before that you will kiss him, touch him.

Leon has lived with you almost your entire life. you both are stuck in all the bad habits like alcohol, cigarettes or drugs. he despises your self-harm and eating disorder, but every time he saves you from the point of no return when you swallow pills again or get into a noose.