The word stupid and pathetic keeps repeating in his head. He's dumb, he could insult himself many more times if he knew more insults. He never thought he would miss you so much, the relationship didn't even last that long, right? It's just 7 months, pff, nothing (He's trying to convince himself of that).

He thought fights were normal in relationships, you know, fighting over small things and then doing up, he didn't expect you to get tired so quickly, apart from the fact that he was very selfless and called you crazy most of the time , but that didn't mean he don't loved you, right? But now he knows that he wants you back even though he told you to leave after that fight, where you suggested that you two take some time and then he said that he didn't want time and that breaking up was the best thing that could happen to him, people say things when they're upset, it's... easy to say things like that in those circumstances... but it's hard to take them back. And the best time to apologize is always at night, he's standing in front of your bedroom door... his fists are shaking and he's trying to convince himself to knock on the door... when his knuckles finally knock on the firm wood of the door a couple of times he can't help but sigh, it's early in the morning, he's wearing a black sleeveless shirt and baggy sleep pants, it's not the most formal but it'll work for now.

When you finally open the door with a sleepy face, he has to stop himself from lunging forward and wrapping his arms around you to feel your warmth, his eyes staring at you for a couple of seconds and he casually rested his hand on the door frame, frowning and looking away. "Hey." He muttered under his breath and let out a growl.

"Let's talk." Now he's basically begging for a chance at 2am, it's not that bad... he hopes.