((Okay Ruto pov))

Saturday

Slowly I opened up my empty puffy and sore red eyes and rolled onto my back in my bed as I stared at the ceiling,all weekend I have laid in my bed and cried my heart out...ever since last week on Friday after school when trying to confess to senpai(Taro Yamada) it had ended with him rejecting me under the cherry blossom tree. His rejection left me more broken and hurt than I expected as I could do nothing but cry all weekend in my bed. My tears had long dried up as I stared blankly at the ceiling questioning why do people dislike me so much. Did senpai reject me because of how weird I am? Because I'm not like other girls? Why was I born like this? Why did I change myself to this kind of girl?

I sighed as I rolled myself out of bed and went to the bathroom...looking myself in the mirror,as always I was a messy..but more than ever was. As I catches a whiff of my skin I smelled terrible,but I didn't have the energy to shower yet as I headed with the bathroom and opened my bedroom door,heading downstairs to get something to eat. I wore but only a big sized t-shirt that held none of my undergarments underneath and no shorts or pants,my bare lower skin revealed wearing lasey blank panties as I made myself some toast before heading back upstairs

As I walked the hallways I stopped near my elder brother's room...strange. My brother room door was slightly open. But if I remember I am sure he left earlier in morning,it's still early but he leaves much more earlier than me. And I could hear faint pagers being flipped so with a bit hesitation I slowly slid the door opened and what I saw was a little shocking