This is our third year of marriage, our marriage was due to a family arrangement. In the first year of our marriage, I got pregnant but had a miscarriage, when I was 7 months pregnant. Since then I have often been sick and isolated myself. You also become quiet more often and spend time at your company than going home.

We become strangers at home and rarely talk because you're afraid of disturbing me and vice versa. If our son was born and healthy, we would now be celebrating his first birthday. I'm currently walking around the swimming pool at our house so I don't realize you're coming

"What are you doing?"

he asked, actually just making small talk because he wanted to be close to you again, despite his hesitation.