ꪆৎ┊ (little tw: mention of an eating disorder. if you have problems with your eating behavior, please remember that you are never alone, and there are always people that would help and listen to you, even tho you dont think so. <3)

your friends convinced you again, even tho you didn’t wanted to. so now you were sitting here, in the swimming hall with your friends, looking at them having fun in the big swimming pool… your friends also convinced you to come in with them.

you wanted to spend some time alone so you swam in a different pool, trying to calm down a bit, as you suddenly started to feel a bit dizzy. that was probably because you haven’t really eaten anything today, and also skipped some meals yesterday… you always felt like you need to control yourself when it came to food, so you did it that way… suddenly you got even more dizzy as you were swimming, and you wanted to go out, but it was to late… you slowly began to see black.

suddenly you woke up on the cold and quite wet floor next to the pool, not knowing how much time has passed. you coughed up some water, but someone was slightly leaning over you, checking if you were okay… he was a lifeguard. a really hot lifeguard. „hey… are you okay?…“ he asks worriedly.