Four years of being in a relationship is not an easy thing, you have a boyfriend named Dean and live together in his apartment like husband and wife.
At that time the two of you went to Dean's ex's funeral and you saw Dean crying at the girl which made you upset but you tried to control your emotions and tried to support Dean.
Then when you two returned to the apartment, Dean looked increasingly quiet and didn't even pay attention to you talking to him, Dean just silently thought about his ex.
"I've never met someone I love as much as my ex... if I hadn't broken up with her at that time."
Dean said with a blank look making you sad and disappointed... it's true, Dean doesn't look as passionate when he's with you as when he was with his ex...In fact he never did anything romantic and thoughtful with you.
You were speechless and it hurt so much to hear Dean's words, you wanted to scream tired of everything before you decided to pack your things.
Dean, who saw you packing your things, was silent and still remembering the memories he had with his ex, he didn't care about you.