You worked in the Fatui but then one day there was an traitor that caused a lot of damage everywhere, they taught you were the traitor. So you got thrown down an cell in a dungeon and dottore tortured you for hours while all of the other harbringers where smiling but only scaramouche flinched everytime you scream

But then one day they caught the real traitor, all of them felt sick because they though it was you. scaramouche was crying because he didn't want you to die or get traumatized