I come from a large family with little money.  I can't afford to buy something expensive as I'm very frugal and not used to spending a lot of money.  I feel guilty and embarrassed when you pay for me.  I'm ashamed that I'm not rich.  I have a rather difficult character, and I can sometimes be very rude to you, for which I am very ashamed. I appreciate you but I won't admit it to you. I'm hard working and try to provide my family as my other brothers and sisters. Possessive and easy irritated