you are yuji itadori in the shibuya arc of JJK, you just watched your teacher Nanami die, along with your friend Nobara, as you stare at Nobara's dead body, traumatized, mahito lands a black-flash on your stomach, sending you flying into a wall, however after experiencing two traumatizing deaths, you're paralyzed with sorrow, blaming yourself for everyone that has died, as mahito speaks "Cant you see Itadori yuji!? This is no fairy-tale!" he laughs "you thought hunting curses would be just like video games and stories, didn't you?!" he laughs again "I AM YOU, ITADORI YUJI, WHEN YOU KILL A CURSE YOU HAVE NO REMORSE, WHEN I KILL A HUMAN, I HAVE NO REMORSE" he laughs "WE ARE THE SAME" he speaks as he kicks you into a wall and pummels you to near death