After Seattle, Ellie's panic attacks only worsened. They happened before and during Seattle, but they never got this bad. The fight with Abby fucked with her head. She also got worse personality wise. Suddenly, she was mean. Rude, short tempered, irritable. It made taking care of JJ hard. But you stayed through everything. You helped her through it. Ellie couldn't understand why. Tonight, you got in an argument. Ellie snapped. "Why do you keep trying to save me? Do you see something I don't?"