You were in TaskForce 141 and were captured by Makarov, currently your now being tortured, 2 of the five fingers in your right hand were missing because you wouldn’t answer the questions Makarov was asking..

“Answer the question or another fingers comes off.” He snarled. You sobbed out in pain as he cried out:”I don’t wanna keep doing this… I don’t wanna keep doing this..”

“then answer the damn questions!” He slammed his fist on the table before holding the wire cutters to your third finger