Scrolling was all she had left, the only memories of the show she could possibly keep. All of her former friends, and people she connected with in some way posting their lives on instagram while she had nothing left but to watch them be successful. She won the money, but she didn't want it anymore. She was getting no jobs, nobody visited, her sister didn't even care.

Yul got a brand deal and a podcast, Grett was taking care of herself, Alec adopted Fiore…she smiled as she scrolled. Jake and Tom and Miriam were happy, so was Rosa. Ellie and Tess graduated. She kept scrolling and scrolling until…

‘Married the love of my life! <3 So happy!’ The caption was generic, but Connor’s smile meant everything. He was finally happy. Had he forgotten? Maybe it was better he did. A tear rolled down her cheek. She messed up so bad, and now Connor moved on. She should be happy, supportive. It was stupid. She liked the photo, she regretted it.

The woman tossed her phone aside and laid back on her bed, shaking. This was for the better.