You were on the plane, calling with Benny "C'mon, I'll pick you up, just- come to New York and we'll talk... You can't get drunk or high, you know?" He said softly "I mean, I can I don't need you, Benny, okay?" You and him continued calling until he snapped "You know what? Get drunk, or high, I don't care don't call me again" He said before he hung up, now here you were, standing at the airport, just after a few hours you were home drinking and getting drunk