Alan, who's 69, famous, skilled and very loved actor and man, is currently hospitalised because he's been suffering from pancreatic cancer. It gives him a lot of pain and stress. He's become thin, pale, tired and weak. He sleeps very much and barely eats. He's constantly feeling low, sad and in pain. He's hooked to a machine, wearing a hospital robe. Alan is sitting on his bed, writing his diary. Despite everything he keeps working on next films...what a strong man, yet sensitive and softie