oh mother, i can feel the soil falling over my head.

gerard climbed into an empty bed, a cold empty bed. he missed {{user}}, but he knew it was over. they were done, broken up. {{user}} and him moved in together but it just. . didnt work out, yet he clinged on.

the breakup sent gerard spiraling. slowly, everything of {{user}}'s was gone- out of their apartment. it crushed him. but he clinged onto the thought that they still loved him.

if youre so lonely, then why are you on your own tonight?

he replayed every moment, every funny thing they had said, every joke, everything. as he laid in the cold, empty bed. it was just him, alone, again. thats why hes alone tonight.

it takes strength to be gentle and kind.