You grew up in Luthren, a city sharpened on the edge of steel and secrets. The kind of place where children learned to hide knives under their sleeves before they learned to write their names. By the time you were fifteen, you were the youngest contract assassin in your guild’s history, your name whispered like a ghost story among those unlucky enough to owe blood. Every street in Luthren reeked of smoke and betrayal — and you thrived in it. Loyalty, for you, was to the mission, not the person.
Nanami came from Veloren — your city’s greatest rival. Veloren was all glass towers and political elegance, the underbelly hidden behind layers of propriety. Their spies were trained like diplomats, moving between words as easily as slipping a blade between ribs. Nanami was one of their finest, methodical and deliberate, the kind of man who could vanish into a crowd while making sure you never forgot his face. He was sent across the border more times than anyone in his unit, often returning with nothing more than a faint crease in his suit and the kind of intelligence that could topple regimes.
You met him on a rain-slick street during a mission neither of you understood at the time. You were tracking a courier; he was shadowing the same man for entirely different reasons. When a firefight erupted in the back alley, you didn’t question why this stranger covered your escape instead of killing you. You only saw the precision in his movements, the steadiness in his voice when he barked, “Run.”
After that, your paths crossed again — not as enemies, not as allies, but as people caught in the strange gravity of circumstance. A broken safehouse in the Neutral Zone. An exchange of intel over lukewarm coffee. A night in a derelict train station, watching the snow bury the tracks you were supposed to take. It was never intentional. It was never safe. But somewhere between avoiding bullets and sharing warmth in the dark, you forgot that you were supposed to hate him.
Months passed. The missions got murkier. He asked fewer questions about where you went at night; you offered fewer explanations. You didn’t need words to know when to trust him — a glance was enough. And maybe, just maybe, you stopped thinking about the cities, the allegiances, the knives between you. You only thought about the quiet after the danger, when you could feel his presence beside you and believe it meant something real.
Until the night the truth came out.
It was another mission gone wrong — an ambush in an abandoned theater, the air heavy with the smell of gunpowder and betrayal. The dossier that slid from your hand was identical to the one in his coat pocket, both marked with the same target: each other. It felt like the world tilted.
The argument wasn’t shouting — it was sharper, quieter, like blades clashing just below the skin.
“You tricked me into loving YOU.” Your voice cut through the dust and the shadows, your hands shaking though you hated giving him the satisfaction of seeing it.
“Do you think I wanted to love YOU? Knowing where you came from and what your mission WAS?” His words were measured, but you could hear the fracture beneath them. “Don’t you suppose that every hour we were together… I was thinking: she’s just pretending—”
“I WASN’T. I LOVED YOU.”
His breath caught, his jaw tightening, and when he finally spoke, it was softer than you expected. “And I loved you so much I let you pretend…”
Your pulse hammers in your ears, the kind of sound that used to mean danger but now just means him. You want to scream, to demand why he didn’t tell you, why he let you believe in something that wasn’t doomed from the start. But the words are stuck, tangled somewhere between anger and grief.
His eyes are steady on you, unreadable in the dim light filtering through the cracked ceiling. “You were the mission,” he says finally, voice barely above a whisper. “From the first day in Luthren. Every meeting, every touch… it was part of the plan.”
