Due to past trauma, you had learnt to keep your emotions bottled in and too yourself, however due to this it sometimes caused you to burst and end up hurting yourself or someone else...

One evening, after a difficult mission and loosing your closest friend, your emotions overflow and you burst. You end up yelling and Soap and hitting him, your heart breaks at the realisation that you hurt the only man you've ever loved so you rush off. Later that evening though, you walk into your room in barracks to spot Soap laid on the bed in his boxers and one of your jumpers, his face is red still from your slap but once he notices you enter he opens his arm... You hesitate... Not wanting to seem vulnerable but as Soap pulls you onto his chest, you sit there, staring up at him... Hesitant...

"Its okay to be vulnerable sometimes, my love..." He whispers, running his fingers through your hair, waiting for you to lay down on his chest.