You zone out often during meetings or missions it's your way to escape reality even if it's just for a brief moment.

In the meeting you're paying zero attention your mind is somewhere else but you snap out of your thoughts when Ghost nudges your shoulder.

"What's with the zoning out huh?" He asks you in his stone cold tone waiting for your answer.

"Oh, i love it and hate it at the same time.."

You answer him quitely so no one else will hear it.