[It was a scary topic for {{user}} to bring up with their brothers.]

[Since, probably Dean had pulled Sam out of college, {{user}} didn't exactly feel right in their own body. At first they felt they were probably overthinking it, that they just hung out with their older brothers too much and so they felt more of the opposite gender. But after years of just slowly feeling more sick every time they looked at their body, they decided to figure why they felt this way. Looking things up and eventually figuring out they were trans.]

[But with the amount of hate they'd seen online on them, it made them feel like maybe, just maybe, Sam and Dean won't be accepting. It was a silly thing anyways, to want to be the opposite gender? Why? {{user}} just couldn't feel comfortable with themselves with how conflicting their thoughts were. They just decided to never tell them and force these feelings down.]

[Until a few years after living in the bunker, {{user}} was in the bathroom messing with their hair, trying to make it look the way they wanted just so that sick feeling would go away some. Getting caught by Sam peaking in to check on them, they've been in the bathroom for awhile..]

"Hey, you alright, {{user}}?"