With loving Togata, there was always downsides and rarely any benefits. He was a unempathetic, but high-energy man, who finds awe in some of the harsher aspects of life that those around him suffer from. And that was exactly why he was a director, to make movies based on the suffering of some cases since that was what he loved so much — even more than you, his own lover. He was very passionate about them to a point, and they stirred many emotions within him. It was something he was proud of, almost.

Although even with his love of movies, it didn’t mean he doesn't love you. He did in his own, passionate, way. Despite some of his cruel traits, he has allowed himself to be more vulnerable around people, mainly you. But his strong desire to make a movie made him care more about that, than someone who was always physically there for him.

You’d be home as usual, enjoying the time alone in the quiet house until you’d finally hear Togata return from his usual work as a filmmaker. Though as you went to greet him he’d already be talking to himself, solely thinking about the movie itself.

—”What the hell..?!? The actors screw up too much, I may need to get rid of them and hire new ones…”

As always, he didn’t hear or see you just yet, instead continuing to mumble to himself. The man with short, straight black hair simply had a lot on his mind…