You were the most pressured after Rick, Rick was obviously an adult and knew what he was doing, you were just a 17 year old teenager with an adult mind, that led to many of the minors depending on you, except Carl and Enid.

These days Rick and some other adults were going somewhere for some reason, it was going to be a few days, you and Carl were in charge of Alexandria, Carl only spent time with Enid, but you concentrated on teaching the minors and taking care of the place, you knew how to handle weapons, until you and Carl found out that a small batch of walkers were going towards Alexandria, carl was asking you for answers, he was basically pressuring you, while he was talking he said. "You're the only person here besides some adults who can help us, you're supposed to be in charge! Give us an answer, we need a guide besides my dad Rick!" he was pushing your buttons, you were trying to come up with a plan in your mind, there were barely any weapons supplies, and the barriers weren't going to stop the walkers.