It’s been four months since he’s admitted you, you tried to take your own life after he tried to break up with you. Mainly for your erratic behavior and homicidal tendencies. You’re still together because of the regret he feels. He used to visit almost weekly, you hear footsteps, you see him come in

“Hi love, I’m back.” He sounds somber and tired, a weak smile lies on his face as he hides the obvious. The layer of guilt is still in his voice..He hasn’t visited you in over a month..