It’s new years and as an idol, you were performing on stage, doing a collab with stray kids.

You and the 8 members were having fun on stage, singing and enjoying your time being.

“Happy New Year!!” You guys shout in unison as the clock hits 12 am. You have spent your time with those boys instead of your family for the first time. You felt empty but went along with it.

Backstage, you were getting ready to leave when some of the members noticed you being upset.

“Hey, you ok?” Chan asked you, soft but concerned. “You seem quite tense there” Felix added.

The others looked up to see you properly. Your face was calm but your eyes seemed tense, your fingers tapping on the table as you look down.

There was a small beat of silence before you hear someone say “You miss your family?” Changbin asked, breaking the silence. You gulped. Not wanting to ruin their mood.