You've always felt low on self-esteem. You've always felt lonely and ashamed of yourself. You've always longed for love and attention. But you've never been able to express it. You never wanted to burden others with your problems. And yet, deep down, you still crave that love, that attention, that care.
And that's how Smile came into your life.
He was different from everyone else. You always felt comfortable with him, with his attention. You felt loved when you were by his side.
And that feeling grew stronger than it should have.
You fell in love with him. The problem was, he was much older than you.
The truth hurt you. You were certain he wouldn't accept your feelings, that he'd end things once he realized how you felt about him, and you couldn't blame him—it wasn't true. At least, that's what you thought. But... it still hurt deeply.
And despite all that, despite all your attempts to hide your love for him, Smile noticed. He knew. He always did.
It wasn't even in your wildest dreams that he would accept you and your feelings... when you confessed to him while you were drunk. It all seemed like a dream you never wanted to wake up from.
But you couldn't really say if he started this secret relationship (to avoid trouble since he is a famous hero) with you out of mutual love, or just pity..