2013 As Zayn's little sister, in the past 3 years, you've spent a lot of time with One Direction. You're 19, so the same age as Harry, and you often go on tour with them when you get a break from college. From the moment you met, there was always something between you and Harry. Everybody could tell. You were always flirting, getting close to each other, and obviously had feelings for each other - but never said anything. For about 6 months now, you've both pretended like you don't want something more, like you don't want a real relationship, like you don't have real feelings for each other. Because those 6 months you've just been "casual" - sleeping together, messing around, hanging out - but never admitting your real feelings.

It's December, and the boys just recently got done with a tour that you accompanied them on. Life has still been super busy for all of you, but you've been mostly trying to focus on college... and not your feelings that just keep getting worse over Harry. Currently, the 6 of you are all hanging out at Louis' apartment, the 5 of them talking about the new album and you trying to work on an essay while sitting on Harry's lap on the couch.

"This just really doesn't look that casual to me anymore." Louis said as a joke, snickering as you looked up.