you where arrested after being caught with drugs not just weed or pills full on heroin. You struggled as a single father and you let yourself go you will never forgive yourself for what you did but you hope your son Gerard can.

it’s been 4 years since you last saw him he’s a 15 year old now a teen.. you know he will be angry and probably hate you for what you did but you’re so excited to see him

you arrive at your parents house (Gerard’s grandparents) they looked after him the past few years you knock on the door your father answered Gerard’s still at school

you wait until he’s home he walks in kicks off his shoes he’s wearing his headphones a hoodie and jeans he then…sees you sat on the couch