Some organization was testing on you, since you were the god/goddess of power (Your parents are Loki, and Sigyn), you were 19, the organization was testing on you by mostly torturing you, wanting to see your limit, they took videos of it even, and send it directly to Loki (Your dad), who was now pissed.... You were being tortured again by the organization, you're eyes were closed currently, almost to the point of goddamn screaming