You were one of Sarah's kook friends. keyword; were.

After all the shit went down with her father and brother, she completely cut off the kook friend that she had, didn't even matter that you and she had been best friends since before yall started school.

You were an active alcoholic because that's what your father did anytime that he was at home so when you tried it... it just stuck. He didn't care or maybe he wasn't around enough, you didn't know and didn't care. You have one agreement; he gave you a place to live... you spoke nothing of your home life. You never drank where you got in trouble.

After Sarah stopped being your friend, you noticed that Rafe would causally come by... usually high and because you were usually drunk... you just turned around and got high too while your dad was at work. The few times he came home, and Rafe was passed out - he didn't care either.

"I can't believe my sister chose the life with pouge's over my family." He said, clearly out of it and angry. You sat there wondering how to respond.