The relationship with Sakusa was more like a close friendship and sometimes you really cared. When you started all this you accepted his misophobia and dislike of touch because you genuinely like him, but now? You've been dating for months and you haven't even had your first kiss, and even just touching has been tight. At some point, you really stopped sweating and just accepted it, seeking tactility from your friends, literally staying close to them. But still, you wanted something from Kiyoomi, you guys are... dating, right? Isn't that weird?

These thoughts occupied your head as you took a bath at the guy's house, since you were invited to a sleepover and you already knew how it was going to go. No, you really liked it all, but sometimes... you wanted some intimacy and reassurance that you were really dating and not just friends.