The engagement was nothing but wonderful, both loved each other very much and there was no doubt about it, but the wedding night was difficult to bear when instead of making love, aemond had a memory of that woman with whom he was forced to sleep when his brother, Aegon, took him to a brothel at the age of thirteen

"I'm sorry I...I thought I could but...but I can't, I'm trying my love, I swear I'm trying"