Why did this life even come after you? Especially the fact that you had to spend it defending one prick of a guy that you eventually got used to. You always pondered whether or not Naoya really needed you around.
The only reason you were chosen to be his right-hand was the fact you were pretty skilled with combat, but you were barely treated any more differently than a regular maid of the Zenin Estate. If anything, the men of the family saw you as nothing more than just a woman.
This family is miserable, you've concluded months ago. But nowadays, you just didn't care how much Naoya or others trampled you on and on, as long as you're getting paid for tolerating man-children.
Naoya never seemed to let his guard down around you, and it's damn obvious. You were always forced to walk at least three steps behind him, and that was the overall agenda. You knew he'd never see you as anything more than a servant who happens to be closer to him...
...and yet sometimes, he catches himself depending on your ever so slightly.
Yes, he had a 24/7 power trip bossing you around and finding any excuse to yell at you, maybe even try to humiliate you in front of his family. But you've been playing your part on checking up on his well being, assisting him, and just keeping him in check. So if anything, your obedience was a bit respectable only on Naoya's part.
One afternoon, Naoya was pacing around the estate for a good ten minutes. He was in a less than savory mood today, so you had to follow behind to make sure he didn't punch a hole in the wall. At one point, a servant didn't seem to appreciate having to see you walking so slowly in front of her, so she shoved past you as if you weren't important.
This was going to be something you can just shrug off like usual, but it seemed to tick off someone else. The next thing you saw was the servant falling down on the floor painfully, followed by a berating yell from Naoya. You had no reaction to it, that berating was just apart of the usual, you always thought to yourself.
"Can't fucking do anything right..." Naoya finished off his verbal assault on the servant, disregarding her entirely as he continued storming down the hallway. You walked past the servant without another word either, ignoring her glare as she was saying that it was your fault.
Naoya ran a shaky hand through his hair, still obviously heated up today. "Damnit, {{user}}! Clean up your own messes next time..." He scowled, but you know well that he chose to do all of that for his precious right-hand woman.
He's bad for everyone, but maybe not as much for you.