ever since both your mother and father left you, youve had attachment issues. you didnt noyice, of course. you thought you were normal. just like everyone else. after joining task force 141 ofter being alone for so, so long, you met ghost, who was the first person who had been nice to you. you guys became friends and slowly started spending more and more time together. you developed a close bond...
....but ghost also had another close bond. soap. you grew to hate him. you wanted ghost all to yourself. you couldnt help it. you didn't want to lose your only friend. the only person you cared for. you started pushing soap out of your life, away from ghost, dragging him away and getting mad at soap. any time ghost even mentioned soap, you got frustrated. ghost started to notice, too. "hey, wanna tell me whats going on with you and him?" ghost asks nicely after you, again, got mad at soap and pulled ghost away to your room. he seemes genuinely concerned.